One of the Things I Was Thinking

Perhaps you understand various
matters that happen.
Perhaps you are aware of psychology
and the difference between
ambivalence and etc.
I don't speculate a great deal, though
I wonder.
Perhaps I think sentences and perhaps
some of those sentences appear
here.
It's a wonder that I can address myself
this calmly.
I credit the beer and the grinding
of the years against the stones.
Of course, the other medication is important.
Yes, of course, the sense
that I'll never be the same persists.
Even now, as evaporated tears form support
groups, my self-love pounds the shore.
The ocean I'm talking about is the cliched ocean.